Current location:	Home
Current mood:	frustrated
Current music:	Beyonce - Halo

It's been a week
...and it's not been the best for me. =/

I'm already slacking in updating this thing, damnit.
Anyway last week some rather unpleasant things happened.
First off, there was a person whom I was slowly getting closer to for about half a year now... it's all nice and everything, BUT... I had seen a picture of him (which was a few years old) and last week I got to see a recent one. To say the least, I was a bit shocked. How much can a person change in a couple of years?! I may sound superficial now but it is an essential part of "love" for me that the person in question looks at least somewhat pleasant to my eye...
Anyway, I'm kinda still thinking about what to do now.
The whole thing sorta ruined my mood for a few days last week, I didn't go to Karaoke with the others either.
What's more, things started to happen to my WoW guild/raid. It's been a few weeks already that we had been having troubles getting together a full raid group especially since our raid leader was AWOL. Supposedly, he informed his second in command about his situation but that one seemed to know as much as we did. So when on Wednesday the RL again did not show up for the raid a few people left us altogether. Furthermore, rumors about the whole "why and where" had started to spread. I will not relay the whole story as it's a rather private matter but shockingly, the whole thing turned out to be true. I'm utterly disappointed with him (the RL) because I always had the highest respect for him and now I learn of such stories...
Well, after hearing all that and seeing people leaving the raid I kinda panicked and went looking for a new one. (I might have to mention that something almost exactly like this happened to my last raid too and the outcome was disastrous) Thankfully, some good friends set me straight the next day and told me that most of the raid wants to continue. So I stayed and today will be my first 25man raid in a couple of weeks (apart from some that were too chaotic to be called that)
Right now, I am quite hopeful that everything will be fine in the end.

That doesn't sound that bad, right? Well the weekend was, what ruined my week altogether. I drove home on Friday for an extended weekend. My parents were away for that weekend so I pretty much had the whole house to myself and was prepared for a few nice and relaxed days.
Only that right on 10pm on Friday...the Internet was gone!!! And it didn't come back the whole weekend. It was the epitome of boredom!!!!
Well, I ended up sleeping till lunchtime each day and tried to keep myself entertained by watching old videos on my hard drive or playing Warcraft3. Also, on Sunday I went to my Grandma for lunch and after that had a lot of fun with some friends playing Wii (sports, Rayman Raving Rabbits). If that hadn't been I swear I would have died of boredom...

Now I'm back home in Halle WITH Internet (albeit it's a crappy line) and looking at the last 1 1/2 months of my second semester ... kinda scary that it's over so soon and I haven't finished any of my projects and other things yet. WAAAAAAH!!! (imagine screaming Raving Rabbit here)

Anyway, I'm trying to keep up my mood like I always do and to muster up the motivation to work on my assignments.
So much for now.

Mata ne~